God?

I've figured it out.
Understanding requires doubt.
Or was Augustine right?
The answer begs the question.

A disruption of the tranquility of monotony with an exciting but dangerous

Explosion!
And the cave caves in.
Temperance is the diffuser
that prevents what not prevented
would require extreme patience:
the excavation...

So, we can choose:
boredom, monotony, peace, serenity
or commotion, heated argument, verbal slander,
all in all: disruption. Basically put:
excitement with tension or boredom with peace?

An E-ruption disrupts the pre-rupture into a continual rupture of even rupture itself.
It is a rapture that rapes the unruptured, forevermore ruptured after the eruption of disruption.

But forgiveness heals all, and reconciliation, even if it can't revive the excitement, revives, for if only a moment, the serenity of bliss that acknowledges as astounding the existence of the relationship itself: bored or excited, peaceful or tense, the ruptures heal with forgiveness and time.

Hope and Fear

Hope and Fear: love with last forever, or love will die with death. This is the question that we must never ask but only live, for the answer can only be given, once we are no longer able to receive, or even care about, the answer. It is not that we live the question to arrive at the answer, but that we die the question to die the answer.